I am tired of supposed adults who feel I am stupid enough to buy their outright lies and obliged to make the effort to find agreement.  I'm not. I hated that when I was paid for it and I won't stand for it for free.

Also I won't hang out with them as if they weren't jackasses. I never do that irl. There's eight guys who hung out with me for years who gave me an ultimatum--either I split the check evenly and paid for 10% of their steaks or we stop hanging out. Hasta la vista, assholes, I'm a bigger dick.

Also I'm spending too much of my life in front of a computer when we need to be fighting back on the streets, organizing around our beliefs before we're destroyed by an incompetent technocracy.  I wonder if BW feels the same way, he's not around either.

Bw invited me here 5 years ago to argue with foriegn yahoos and I think I was a useful zoo exhibit Homo Conservative Americanus.  I like to think responsible Indians and Euros and Chinese will have some insight into my country as they manage their affairs down the road.   Yes, we are that crazy.  That to me justifies the only thread in the forums dedicated to nothing but arguing.

I feel bad about leaving a very hardworking crew and I wanna say here because I won't be in mirc again that I have no grudges and hope no one takes this as an attack.

I feel I should say as well that most of you have no idea how much the mods do for you out of a busy workweek. The level of shit people will take is for themselves to bear and I have had mine but I cringe when I hear the kinds of hours put in and that this person or that person has trouble at home because they are here helping to keep the game going and then they are fed a steady diet of chickenshit as a reward.  Most of you people are great and some of you are redeemable jerks and a few are total assholes who should be purged but it is always the assholes who get vocal, somehow.  You can change that.

I hope I am the only one of the mod-fmod team to run screaming for the tall timber and I will say no more than: its not likely given the way things going for them. And that's up to you folks. Yeah what a willd concept, you behave here to everybody as if you made it a great place to be. I know some people are sputtering mad reading that. Those are the ones I'd purge. Shit even WoW has social blackballs.

I made quite a few friends here and you can reach me at [email protected] though I know how that is.

Later all. I hope you won't see me on TIME magazine with the headline WHY HE DID IT but I can promise nothing...