Donald,
I think we have a language barrier. I speak this language called English and I try to convey my thoughts in writing in a clear and coherent manner. You, on the other hand seem to be speaking this mysterious language without grammar, punctuation, or syntax. Thus, I have a hard time understanding what you are saying. And, furthermore your two words "haha rejects" is not clear to me at all. Why are we rejects? Does that mean that you are not a reject? Frankly, your posts are evidence that my hypothesis in my initial post is correct. You are seeking acceptance in your life because sometime early in your life you experienced rejection. You use IC as a tool in order to validate your existence and meaning in this world. However, you still feel anger about your childhood so you project your own problems onto other people. That is why you are so determined to prove that I am a "reject".
I really hope you should go see therapy IC Death as IC nor the IC community is a place where you vent your repressed anger at this world. You should get help in the real world. Really.
Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does. --Sartre